It hurts to know it, it hurts that my fears are real. It makes wanna cry everytime I hear about it! Because you are not what I thought! Do I have to live with it? Because it's not what I want! If I was there, it wouldn't be happenig, if you were here, I would guide you! Why does it have to be like this? Am I able to tell the truth to you? Are you able to hear it? Your mistakes will hurt you, but they hurt me even more! I can't believe, can't live with it. Why is it so hard to comunicate?